So Long

SO LONG

I wonder sometimes if we will ever go to the next level
Maybe not...maybe so...but I'm thinking not!
I mean I'm just wondering...Do I have to do everything.
Oh my God, you're so slow!!! Why are guys so slow?
But I just that's why I...never mind
Everyone knows my fillings for you but not you!
Whatever!
It's all fun and games...right?
It's just you, nothing special...right?
It's just high school...right?
It all doesn't matter!
It's all fair in love and war!
We don't really matter to one another.
We just happen to be in the same place at the same time.
And I guess one of us fall in love and the other one...
Well, he didn't!
Like I said, we don't really matter to one another...right?
We're a bunch of teens...trying to got thought life
And no one really matters to us.
Right?
I keep on saying that to myself!
"You didn't really matter to me!"
"You’re just a guy...a stupid stupid guy!"
But I was the stupid one.
I was the one who didn't know.
I didn't know that I can't make you love me.
And I'm so stupid! So Stupid!
Everyone knew that you didn't love me.
I don't know why it took this long for me to figure it out.


Talisha Vernon