Sunday, November 15, 2009
JON HER
"I'm just saying the relationship needs to grow between you two whether as friends or something more. That's the something that has to happen. You're just in that awkward stage where nothing is really happening as friends."
Friday, November 6, 2009
Your Pain
I was selfish.
I didn't know how much you were in pain.
I refused to understand.
I didn't care how much I was making things difficult.
I didn't know! I didn't understand! I didn't care!
I saw your wounds. Wide and deep.
And for some reason I didn't care.
I was selfish
I didn't know your pain.
I was selfish
I am sorry if I forced my feelings on you
When all you really needed was a friend.
And what an awful friend I was.
I will never know how much it hurt.
And I will never fully understand.
But now, I get it!
I see your pain. I see the scars. I see the tears
And I know! I understand! I care!
I was selfish
I didn't know your pain.
Talisha Vernon
I didn't know how much you were in pain.
I refused to understand.
I didn't care how much I was making things difficult.
I didn't know! I didn't understand! I didn't care!
I saw your wounds. Wide and deep.
And for some reason I didn't care.
I was selfish
I didn't know your pain.
I was selfish
I am sorry if I forced my feelings on you
When all you really needed was a friend.
And what an awful friend I was.
I will never know how much it hurt.
And I will never fully understand.
But now, I get it!
I see your pain. I see the scars. I see the tears
And I know! I understand! I care!
I was selfish
I didn't know your pain.
Talisha Vernon
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Life
"It's better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all" - Alfred Lord Tennyson.
You know what, I think that is a complete lie.
"It's better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all," really???? WHAT???
I mean, this is how I see it. I see it as a huge waste of time.
It's like this, You are driving down the highway, listening to some amazing music,
happier then you can be going to California to see the huge amazing "Hollywood" sign.
You can't wait every sec you drive you just get more and more excited and happier and giddier. While you are driving, you see at ugly small sign for the museum of rocks.
Yeah, just plain rocks like the ones you find on the side of the road.
For so reason, you take the next exit towards the museum of rock.
You drive down a little dirt road and at the end there is a tiny shack.
On the front of the shack it says, "THE GRAND ROCK MUSEUM."
You laugh at the little building and decide to get back in you car and be on your way.
But while walking to your car you see a plaque about the museum outside.
So you decide to read it. "Why, that's interesting."
Then you see another plaque, "Oh, it was built so long ago...cool."
And then another plaque, "No way!! A rock that George Washington stood on."
Slowly you fall in love with this building, you can wait to see all the rocks inside.
You want to talk with the owner and and see if you could work there,
stay there for a year or two, live there.
You want to really get to know each rock and study it learn about each rock.
Oh boy, you are so excited. So march right up the the front door all happy.
Way happier then you were just listening music in the car on your way to the "Hollywood" sign.
As you approach the door, you notice a sign on the door that reads, "Out of business" or
"No more visitors" or "Sold to the museum of leafs" or
something that hinders you from going inside and seeing the many rocks.
And you know what? This really sucks. You put yourself out there for this museum.
You fell in love with this museum...and now it's closed! Really????
Well, I mean, all you can do is just get back in your car. "Oh, yeah, I was on my way to the "Hollywood" sign." But when you get back on the road you look at the clock in the car and realized that you were outside of the museum for 3 hours. You wasted 3 hours on nothing.
And all you got in return was a broken heart, sadness, and
3 hour farther then where you would have been if you would have just stayed on the main road.
So, "It's better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all,"
Alfred Lord Tennyson I think you are full of crap.
You don't know what yopu are talking about. The 1800's was a different time.
Now, I say, "It's better to have never loved.
Then to love and get you heart ripped out like it some rotten piece of meat." - Talisha Vernon.
You know what, I think that is a complete lie.
"It's better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all," really???? WHAT???
I mean, this is how I see it. I see it as a huge waste of time.
It's like this, You are driving down the highway, listening to some amazing music,
happier then you can be going to California to see the huge amazing "Hollywood" sign.
You can't wait every sec you drive you just get more and more excited and happier and giddier. While you are driving, you see at ugly small sign for the museum of rocks.
Yeah, just plain rocks like the ones you find on the side of the road.
For so reason, you take the next exit towards the museum of rock.
You drive down a little dirt road and at the end there is a tiny shack.
On the front of the shack it says, "THE GRAND ROCK MUSEUM."
You laugh at the little building and decide to get back in you car and be on your way.
But while walking to your car you see a plaque about the museum outside.
So you decide to read it. "Why, that's interesting."
Then you see another plaque, "Oh, it was built so long ago...cool."
And then another plaque, "No way!! A rock that George Washington stood on."
Slowly you fall in love with this building, you can wait to see all the rocks inside.
You want to talk with the owner and and see if you could work there,
stay there for a year or two, live there.
You want to really get to know each rock and study it learn about each rock.
Oh boy, you are so excited. So march right up the the front door all happy.
Way happier then you were just listening music in the car on your way to the "Hollywood" sign.
As you approach the door, you notice a sign on the door that reads, "Out of business" or
"No more visitors" or "Sold to the museum of leafs" or
something that hinders you from going inside and seeing the many rocks.
And you know what? This really sucks. You put yourself out there for this museum.
You fell in love with this museum...and now it's closed! Really????
Well, I mean, all you can do is just get back in your car. "Oh, yeah, I was on my way to the "Hollywood" sign." But when you get back on the road you look at the clock in the car and realized that you were outside of the museum for 3 hours. You wasted 3 hours on nothing.
And all you got in return was a broken heart, sadness, and
3 hour farther then where you would have been if you would have just stayed on the main road.
So, "It's better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all,"
Alfred Lord Tennyson I think you are full of crap.
You don't know what yopu are talking about. The 1800's was a different time.
Now, I say, "It's better to have never loved.
Then to love and get you heart ripped out like it some rotten piece of meat." - Talisha Vernon.
Friday, January 16, 2009
I need to feel you now
3am and I am still awake. I can't go asleep because in my dream all I see is you. Why won't you stop running through my head? And there are so many memerizes I just can't forget. I just want to hold you and show you how I truely feel. But I can't right now. I know I'm alone now, but I can stil feel you beside me in my bed. I know I'm alone but it's okay. I swear I'll go on with life with a smile. I'll wait for you. I'll leave the pouch light on. I hope it helps you to find your way.
4am and I am still awake. I'm writing down my thoughts I can't go to sleep now. I need your love now. I need to feel you now. To just see you. Oh, to just see you. I want to talk to you. To just hear you speak. I don't understand my feelings but whatever they are, I want to share them with you. I can't go to sleep now. The suns going to shine soon and I still haven't written everything down.
-Talisha Vernon
4am and I am still awake. I'm writing down my thoughts I can't go to sleep now. I need your love now. I need to feel you now. To just see you. Oh, to just see you. I want to talk to you. To just hear you speak. I don't understand my feelings but whatever they are, I want to share them with you. I can't go to sleep now. The suns going to shine soon and I still haven't written everything down.
-Talisha Vernon
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