I don't know.
I don't know what to feel anymore about you and me.
I don't know what to think when you hold me tight.
What is this?
Am I in love?
What is this?
Why can't I figure out this feeling?
I never had this happen to me before.
I don't know what to feel anymore about what others say.
I don't know what to think when the say we should be together.
What is this?
Am I confused?
What is this?
Why can't people just let us be?
I never dealed with this before.
I don't know what to feel anymore when you tell me you love me.
I don't know what to think when I say "I love you " back.
What is this?
Am I just faking?
What is this?
Why can't this be simple?
I never had to handle this before.
Talisha Vernon.
Monday, May 14, 2007
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
To Me
To Me
One of the worst feeling in the world is when you finally, after so long, you find out [relies] that, that guy never loved you. It feels like for the past few months of my life has been the pointless months of my life. That it was all a waste of time, of love, of me. Looking back at it now, it seems like I wasn't there. I can see myself, but I wasn't there...inside my body. Its like I was hovering over everything, trying to tell myself how stupid I was. It hurts...really it is painful. And then to put pales of salt on my wide wide open wound, I see this girl, your girl, every fucking day. It is so painful, I just want to puke at the sight of you. But of course, I must forget about the fact that I wasted parts of my life on you. I must forget you too, you bastard! I say over and over again to myself "You are nothing to me". Maybe, hopefully after a few more times, you won't be anything to me. I just want to puke. Fuck you and fuck her too.
One of the worst feeling in the world is when you finally, after so long, you find out [relies] that, that guy never loved you. It feels like for the past few months of my life has been the pointless months of my life. That it was all a waste of time, of love, of me. Looking back at it now, it seems like I wasn't there. I can see myself, but I wasn't there...inside my body. Its like I was hovering over everything, trying to tell myself how stupid I was. It hurts...really it is painful. And then to put pales of salt on my wide wide open wound, I see this girl, your girl, every fucking day. It is so painful, I just want to puke at the sight of you. But of course, I must forget about the fact that I wasted parts of my life on you. I must forget you too, you bastard! I say over and over again to myself "You are nothing to me". Maybe, hopefully after a few more times, you won't be anything to me. I just want to puke. Fuck you and fuck her too.
That Feeling
That Feeling
Have you ever had that feeling?
The worst feeling a human can have.
The questions that runs thoughts your head.
Just back and forth asking questions,
"Am I in love?"
"Is this love?"
"Do I love?"
These are the worst feeling a human can have.
Why can't love, this simple four letter word,
Be so plan and simple?
Why does it have to be hard, painful,
heart-breaking, deadly?
Have you ever had that feeling?
I mean deep in your soul.
And didn't you just wanna rip it out
and never love...wouldn't that be easier
Not to love?
Not to have that feeling?
That would be nice...not to love
But that wouldn't,couldn't happen.
But it sure would be nice.
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