Mr. Love

Mr. Love

In my dream, I can see your face,
Your eyes, your smile.
Even when I close my eyes I think of you,
And I pray that one day I can call you mine.
As I cry here in this room of solitude
I can hear your voice telling me its ok.
But when I look to see if youre really there,
You're not!

I go crazy sometimes
Thinking about you and knowing
Im never going to be with you!
But hoping for some miracle,
Some miracle to tell me its ok for us to be together!
But until that day,
You will always be my Mr. Love!

When I look at you from across the room
I wish I could be right beside you, holding your hand.
As you glance around the room and notice that Im staring at you,
I quietly look away.
But wishing I could look back,
Into your big gorgeous brown eyes!

I go crazy all the time
When I see couples walking hand and hand,
And I say to myself
That will never be us.
But hoping that you would love me,
Love me the same way that I have always!
But until that day,
You will always be my Mr. Love!

I sit here wiping my tears
So I can get up and
Finish out my years without you
Wondering, what kind of life would that be?
Miserable or Terrible
Disgusting or Depressing?
Or maybe it would be better without
Your smile of sunshine
And your eyes of contentment

I even go crazy when
I think that it would be awful for me to be with you!
That I dont need you to be happy
And that I should just move on.
But I tried to move on
And I didnt get any enjoyment or bliss from it
But until the day, I fix the mess inside my head,
You will always be my Mr. Love!


-Talisha Vernon

Summer 2006

Summer 2006

"The end of summer 2006! THE END OF SUMMER 2006! This is all that goes through my head. The end of summer 2006! This summer has been the best summer of my life. I have learned so much about myself, I wonder how I get so disconnected from myself in the first place. But good that this summer happened, good that I went to Governors School and meet the best 400 people ever, good that this summer happened in the year 2006 and not 2046. As senior year starts I relies Im not going to have this summer again. Next summer all my friend are going to theyre own colleges, following theyre own dreams, living theyre own lives as I do the same. We will slowly, painfully grow apartfinding new friends, finding new best friends. We will never have the summer of 2006 again and thats what makes it so sad. Its not just the summer of 2006; its all the summer before. Its all the time in the world I had, its all the time in the world I had with friends, and its all the time in the world I had to waste just wasting! Its just that it took me all these summers to get to this summer too relies how much I love my friends. I love my school friends, my church friends, my far far away friends, my Gov School friends and of course my bestest best friend, Erica! That it took me all these summers too relies that I need my friends and a few miles shouldnt stop us from being friends, being best friends. The end of the summer 2006! THE END OF THE SUMMER 2006! Yeah its about to end but as I write this I relies that because summer 2006 is the best summer I ever had, doesnt mean Im not going to have more great summer to say This is the best summer I ever had! THE END OF SUMMER 2006!" Who said that it has to be over? This summer will say forever in my pictures, in my memories, in my life and even in my heart. Continuing the summer 2006! CONTINUING THE SUMMER 2006!" This is all that goes through my head Continuing the summer 2006!

Talisha Vernon

A Girl like Me

A Girl like Me

I see you with her
Holding hand, laughing at nothing.
And I know you could never
Be with a girl like me.

So why don't I just spread
My wings and fly.
But it's kind of hard to fly with broken wings!

But of course I know the words "I LOVE YOU"
You told me was just for fun!
But I'm not laughing
Love is important to a girl like me

So why don't I just run
Like the wind.
But it's kind of hard to run when you legs are tired!

I been running a way from love
All my life
Until I came to you and
You said love is for a girl like me

So why don't I just die
Lay here and die
It's nothing wrong with just dying

Talisha Vernon

Falling star

Falling Star

You are a falling star in my sky of light
Youre not the number one in my life anymore
I cant be in this 100%
Knowing there is something great
Behind this wall you build

You tell me you love me
You tell me you need me
And that I need you
But I'm doing fine with out you
I took my blind fold off
And for the first time I can see the world
Around Me

You are a falling star about to hit earth.
You not only destroy your life,
But the lives of everyone around you
Thats why I broke away from you,
So I can pick up the pieces that you broke off already

I told you I dont love you
I told you I dont need you
And that I will never need you
That I have found someone new,
Who bandage my broken heart
And held me wounds
I must say it again

You are a falling star in my sky of light

-Talisha Vernon

Don't Cry (For Me)

Don't Cry
(For Me)

Don't cry for me!
Go on with your life,
Intend of cry over the end of mine.
I lived a short life, like so many before me,
But reassure I have lived a happy
And a fulfilled one!

Don't feel guilty for me!
I chose the path I wanted to follow,
And you had nothing to do with it.
I just have to say that I love you
And Im so sorry that I had to leave you alone
With all this pain!

Don't be angry at me!
If I could change things,
I would in a heart beat!
If only life was so simply and so sweet
I would rewind time and pause it
With me holding you tight!

Don't cry for me!
I'll always be with you
In the walls, the wind, the trees,
And in you heart, always!
Even those days you think you cant go on
I'll be there, loving you!

Talisha Vernon

You

You

You, you are the one.
You pave the way for me and you are my everything.
You are the one, you are the one
you are the one.

When I think back
back to when you halt me and love me.
And I cant go without it no more.
So I try to go on with my day
But all I can think of is you.

Cuz you, you are the one.
You pave the way for me and you are my everything.
You are the one, you are the one
you are the one.

I dream you and
feel you and see you but not be near you.
So I hide when you come around.
But there is no me with out you
Yes because you are the one

You, you are the one.
You pave the way for me and you are my everything.
You are the one, you are the one
You are the one.

You, you molded me and saved me for myself.
You kissed me but not for any one to see.
You gave that felling that only you can do.
Because you you you

You, you are the one.
You pave the way for me and you are my everything.
You are the one, you are the one
You are the one.

Talisha Vernon

Dear Self

6/4/03

Dear self,

Never ever, ever tell someone you like them! Because you did two times…and what happen. I'll tell you what happen they say "I like you as a friend". What the crap!!!!
Self am I ugly, am I just a friend to the whole world, am I never ever going to have a boyfriend, cause no boys are asking me out, am I going to be a old bag lady alone, am I , AM ???
I see the ugliest girl with a boy so why can't I have one! I'm in middle school with no Boyfriend ever…EVER!!! First John and now Luke, It's not like they have ladies all around them or something. I'm probably the only one who said I like them…ASSES!!!
I hear all these older people saying "Wow, you are a really beautiful girl." Well they need to tell all the guys…like in the whole world because I think they all lost the memo about that.
God please oh please help me I fell so lonely. I see people holding hand all happy and I… yes I'm sitting by myself just being a stupid FRIEND. I don't want to be a "friend" any more. Please God I wish it so badly, like in my soul, deep, deep, deep in my soul. Or if not just let this feeling of pain go away. So, so far away. I hate this so much. I wish…well I don't know what I wish for just not this stupid, stupid pain anymore."
Self you know it's not the part where they say "I like you as a friend." it's the part where they know now and even when you stop liking them they still think you do. I hate this all, I hate it.


Well thanks for your ear.

Herself

Herself

One cool, cool October night there was a girl.
She was in her room thinking of her world, her life, herself.
She hated it all; to her it was a fake, the world, her life, herself.
What was the point of having a world, a life, a self?
If she hated it so.
So one day she had enough
And she ran, ran from her world, her life, herself.
All the girls at school telling her she can't.
All the boys said no
And her parents tell her to be someone else.
"I hate them all!" she yell as her ran into the woods
The next day they found her at the bottom of the mountain
In black, dead.
No one saw her world, her life, herself
Ever again.
Some said she fell, some say she was killed and some say
…Well you know!
But only she knows what happen on that cool, cool October night.

Talisha

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Let me give you one last kiss
And then I'll take my leave
So sad to think it's come to this,
That life has been a dream
Halfway dead, and barely alive
Grasping at the edges of reality
O God, can I not grasp them with a tighter clasp
To shed some truth upon this uncertainty?

Soul transposed to a mindless being
Robots, one and all
Perfection leaves us wanting
When love is on the line
All of life seems to be nothing
But a dream within a dream

Mourning the loss of my mortality
Passion once burning,
Like the flames of Hades, all consuming
Now perfection takes its place
Floating from day to day,
Passing through each hour unnoticed
Dreary now, what once was bliss
Memories lost now to the abyss
Oh how I yearn to feel again
Those wondrous rays of the sun's warm light

Soul transposed to a mindless being
Robots, one and all
Perfection leaves us wanting
When love is on the line
All of life seems to be nothing
But a dream within a dream

Let me give you one last kiss
And then I'll take my leave
It's sad to think it's come to this,
That life has been a dream
All of life seems to be nothing
But a dream within a dream


Copyright 2006
By: Talisha Vernon
&
Lisa Becht

Senior 2006

6/8/06

2006
(Senior)

This is the year you'll always remember
The year you can't forget.
This is the year you
Start over again as a freshman in collage
Or the year you start your first "real" job
This is the year where you journey off
To greater and better things.

This is the year where you attended your
Last homecoming and prom!
The last time you have to eat school lunches!
And the last time you have to listen to
Mr. Ross over the announcement!
You spent four years of your life in high school
And now you're graduating with honor!

Together as a choir we scored all ones from,
The judged at festival!
As a choir we went to the Big Apple,
And had so much fun getting to know one another.
Together as a choir we put on a wonderful
Spring Show!
You made this year so much fun and I couldn't image this year with you

Also as a choir, we will miss you guys so much
There are no words to expression
How much we love you guys
Like the song Homeland said "May heaven hold your dreams"

Talisha