Mr. Love

Mr. Love

In my dream, I can see your face,
Your eyes, your smile.
Even when I close my eyes I think of you,
And I pray that one day I can call you mine.
As I cry here in this room of solitude
I can hear your voice telling me its ok.
But when I look to see if youre really there,
You're not!

I go crazy sometimes
Thinking about you and knowing
Im never going to be with you!
But hoping for some miracle,
Some miracle to tell me its ok for us to be together!
But until that day,
You will always be my Mr. Love!

When I look at you from across the room
I wish I could be right beside you, holding your hand.
As you glance around the room and notice that Im staring at you,
I quietly look away.
But wishing I could look back,
Into your big gorgeous brown eyes!

I go crazy all the time
When I see couples walking hand and hand,
And I say to myself
That will never be us.
But hoping that you would love me,
Love me the same way that I have always!
But until that day,
You will always be my Mr. Love!

I sit here wiping my tears
So I can get up and
Finish out my years without you
Wondering, what kind of life would that be?
Miserable or Terrible
Disgusting or Depressing?
Or maybe it would be better without
Your smile of sunshine
And your eyes of contentment

I even go crazy when
I think that it would be awful for me to be with you!
That I dont need you to be happy
And that I should just move on.
But I tried to move on
And I didnt get any enjoyment or bliss from it
But until the day, I fix the mess inside my head,
You will always be my Mr. Love!


-Talisha Vernon